This is where I will talk about a big part of my mental health and document and fascinate things personally but mainly put a lot of resources and refferences to media and research on psychology.
black as ash, filthy flesh they wriggle inside my skin slowly inching to my brain how did this illness begin? It started dark at night scared without the light it tickled my ear and assaulted my head how did this illness begin? it turned from mocking scorn to godlike praises of being reborn but now its layed its eggs, there is no coming back from being dead how did this illness begin? why was it me that had been hexed itll be me again who gets it next 7, 9, 11, 13, odd numbers are all just schemes how did this illness begin? Now Im mixed and jumbled It wouldve been better if I had just crumbled If I ended this sooner thered be none saved for later how did this illness begin? rotting and pusey wrinkled and new this thing is growing, I feel it too how did this illness begin? ITS HERE ITS THERE ITS EVERYWHERE I know that itll come again how did this illness begin? Theyre watching and waiting and anticipating smile nod dont make a sound they will get mad and they will turn bad how did this illness begin? LET ME OUT I DONT WANT TO DIE how did this illness begin? Its grown now its overcome me now I am now black and fleshy I now wriggle on the ground filthy straight jacket takes my balance because I cant scratch the itch in my brain this illness has just begun.