I have never been more cornered. I think I might have found a way out but I must be careful not to mess this up. Im tired of my nerve endings always being in danger. I want to be good for something more than suffering. It is horrible to be so trapped you cant free yourself. I dont want help. I dont think I will ever allow myself to ask to be saved. But if there is one thing I know for certain I will never let myself die in this damned house. One day I will leave these monsterous people behind, and I will live to spit on their graves.